intimacy in this jumble

So much of her life is in mine.

I love it that the lunch i eat is cooked by you.
I love knowing that my dustbin always has your used tissues in it.
I love sitting on the drum throne you bought for me to practice.
I love knowing that you took a nap on my bed when i go to sleep.
I love reading my bible and flipping the page with the bookmark you made for me.
I love seeing your name show up on my phone, in the mail, in msn.
I love taking out my cloth wallet because you sewed it.
I love seeing pictures of you whenever i come into the room.
I love how everything is intertwined.

Things are such a tangle with knots everywhere.
I love our wedding rings that sit on my table.
Next year, we're getting married and I can't wait.
It will be messy and jumbled with everything that is life.
and the more anyone pulls, the tighter it gets.

and I love it. =)

I love being tangled up with you.

P.S. I don't like the chocolate stain on my car seat. =)

Free ah

She struts out of the shop and tries to be sneaky.

Then I say, "You think what? Free ah?"

Then She says, "If i knew that it was free, I would have come back for more!"

A minute later she realises what she just did and burst out laughing.

Thats my girl alright.

Lacy brown

Over the weekend, we bought some nice stuff. It makes me happy. I think its the best purchase that we've made in a very long time. Spending on her feels ssssoooooo good. And its a first.

But not the last. I got more ideas for the future too. =)

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Things have been really crazy lately and I haven't had much time to spend with her. She has been patient and helpful. She helped me to pack my room and all my stuff into boxes. She remembers exactly where everything was placed. She stays up till 3+am with me. She helped me to refine my reflections paper. She corrects all the english errors. She drives me around. She is conscious of whether I'm tired or sleepy or both. She prepares breakfast. She gives me kisses and PDAs with me.

Sometimes she says that she hasn't done much and she hasn't done many things for me. Liar.

She has been simply the bestest thing in the world.

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My baby sits on the bed with morning hair.

*melt*

Chapter 1

"Define marriage" was the question of the day.

The book reminds me of how God has sovereignly pieced us together. I reckon He has done a snazzy job!

I shall write a review of the book after we're done. I just want to mention a nice feature that I am thankful for now: they ask you to list, not prioritise. which is pretty darn smart! I imagine if it were a priority list, there would be a long debate on why "communication" is more important than "honesty" which ought to be above "adaptability". And sorting the list out would be tedious as feeding Mexx.

And the girl has been wondering about being engaged and my proposal. =)

Yes, she is still awesome, lovely and beautiful.

Its crazy I'm thinking, just knowing that the world is round.
I'm here I'm dancing on the ground.
Am I right side up or upside down?
Is this real, oh Lord, or am I dreaming?
- DMB

The girl is a dream come true.

Engagement Ring

noun
A ring given by a man to a woman when they agree to marry.

Jehovah Jireh strikes yet again!

God sees much more in an empty account than Dennis or Sara. =)

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i have come to realise that i have so much to learn from my girl. i shall list all the things i have picked up to date (not that i have learnt them already):
- cooking
- storing food
- being sensitive
- honouring parents
- understanding the Holy Spirit
- relating to women
- folding clothes
- talking
- being wise with money
- artsy stuff
- behaviour management
- dysphagia
- navigate freo
- being black and white
- drinking milk
- eating grapefruit

im sure there is much more, but my brain isn't functioning now. i shall update with more!

Babe

"turn the volume up babe"

I know it sounds like nothing, but the first time he called me babe, I felt... giggly and happy inside. I know he called some other people babe, but it didn't matter to me. I was now part of the "some other people".

Somewhere along the line in the future, the e turned to a y.