roots

I guess this is the biggest rough patch we've hit since... ever.

I'm learning what a man is capable and able to do - which is not much really. No, we are not useless. We are just not as great a deal as we make ourselves out to be. I guess we like to be God's answer to women - and the world.

I'm glad that even though it is difficult, she tries her best and that makes a whole lot of difference.

Sometimes even when things are tough, she makes my day.

Anecdotes

I fulfill all her autistic needs.

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She: How sure are you?
He: Errrr.. 98%
She: Orh, that's not very sure.
He: Hmm, 2% allowance for the ring mah.
She: In case I say no?
He: Yah.
*silence*
He: Oh no.. that means you might say no!
*AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH*
He: Now it's down to 80%.

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I know where the sweet spot is.

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She asked me to add to it.

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And she said i can't go soft on her. And i have to be selfish, don't be afraid to walk away and know that they don't know what i know.

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Your boob to bum ratio makes me really happy. =)

(Zohan, 2008)

Little Moorish

I forgot to mention that we did get there in the end!
It was so good that I forgot to take pictures!
Anything on the menu is good, I promise.
I am so going back again.
It was so good, that you couldn't eat another bite of it without first finishing the one before.
You had to savour every bite.
It was amazing. Even morer betterer than vietnamese bun.
Great, you look skeptical because I don't have pictures and you think i'm raving too much. Don't think I don't see your face.

GO TRY!

The proof of the bread is in the baking.

Davounoichieg

"Dear, do you know what just flashed in my mind?"

"What?" I thought, here it comes! Must be some romantic thought of us on a Carribean island or some idea of sweet embraces atop the Sydney Harbour Bridge.

"Davounoichieg".

"Onoooooo!" I screeched. "You have Nonword Earworm." What happened to Dennis was that he listened to my testing powerpoint slides for honours too many times and now he can remember random nonwords and he even thinks they mean something. He's sure that he is a vouper who likes to vachipe, and that bada is a swear word. So, I showed him what a doif was and answered "naichoitauvoub" to his question.

We laughed hysterically for such a long time. I'm sure it's a moment to remember, I'm so fond of his dear old teivak.

Lover

Ever since that night when I got home and talked to my parents, my mind was made up such that I closed an unconscious backdoor that I had inside of me.

Ever since then my step has been springy, my heart is anticipating and my mind overwhelmed with joy and it's ideas of joy.

I still see you as him, that one, the one. Suddenly i'm dreaming, thinking, leaning, loving, laughing, anticipating. I'm clear in my resolve. It has been a long time since I've had something to really look forward to. (: