First Fight

I guess you would call it our first fight.
It's not a very good fight, we haven't even been able to fight properly because I've been at work and we can't fight while I am working. So it's been a normal fight, but drawn over a longer period because we don't have time to talk about it properly.
It's been very painful and sad and when I block it out it doesn't seem too bad at work, but when we talk I want to cry.
I don't tell you this very often but I don't want to leave. I want to make things better too. I just don't know how to.