Tell Me Dear (TMD)

Sometimes, I get the feeling that I don't know what I want him to say, but know it's there somewhere, inside of him. So i say to him, "tell me, dear." Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. Mehh.

It was nice of him to come over today when it was so blustery. We spent the day making Yu Sang (I think I smell like preserves), and we watched a little bit of GetBackers. It is so nice to take a Monday off, but then again, not all off days can be special. Some off days are simply.. days. I think today was very much like that. But it's ok, I was happy he came to see me and that we could spend time together. There's something special about him, just being with him, and doing nothing special at all.

I felt like I looked for something today, and that I didn't find it. We get tired, and I think giving and getting too much attention is not easy.